Failure 030515

It was not for you to say
I had known it long ago
The weight you say 
I seem to carry
Is this

I wished
The universe to you
Never promised
Deep in the heart
Yearned to provide

Was amazed
That u never complained
For so long
It should not have hurt
But it did.

Sorry
Forgive me
I did not measure up
With my best efforts
I remain a failure.

@3 may 2015